20050429

ONLY 4 The Righteous

I'm down with strictly Dope "SO"
That means I'm more than u handle
"HOT" I'm hotter than the wax from
a candle
"Him" that's Roc he's my microphone Companion
"LyRics" Full of Knowledged Truth and understanding
"Hobbies" Rapping is my only recreation
"retire" u must be on some kind of medication
"why" because I'll NeveR loosen up my mic grip
"Drugs" NeveR cuz I'm living on the right tip
"sex" only with my girl because I love her
"Babies" impossible I always use a RubbeR
"Bored" rarely cuz I keep myself Busy
"Scratch" Nah I leave that cutting up to Dize
"Dize?" yeh that's My D.J. he's the greatest
"WORD" Nah he's paying me 2 say this
"the MIND" is something taht I cultivate
and Treasure
"Thanks" your welcome and besides it was
my PleasuRe

-Tupac

TEA.. . . . thanks again, for you're wonderful work. He does his shit in Johannesburg. What up! Posted by Hello

20050427

u DoNT understand when I mumble

"Cuz you can't stand right hereeee
and tell me everything is gonna be alright....
Cuz until that real-- man stands up.
I'm gonna have to improvise-- "
Kanye West

The Mutual Heartache?

INTRODUCED wiTH iNNoceNse
who would have eveR guesseD
That u were the oNe I HAD
Been so desperately searching 4
u Talk as I Do BuT yet u DoNT
understand when I mumble
u c as I Do but your vision is
blurred by Naivity
This is the barrier that seperates us
I cannot cross yet
There is too much of me that
would frighten u so I live iN
heartache because we cannot
fully explore this love and
what of your heartache
Does it feel as Sharp as miNe
No matter where I go or how long it takes
I will neveR recoveR from this mutual <3ache

-Tupac Amaru Shakur

Hay! Aqui! Anti-Capi-Talista!!


After Marching about 5km with a korean group, one of the guys I was marching with asked to take a picture with me. We had yelled and yelled together. GEORGE BUSH!!!.... TERORISTA!!! GEORGE BUSH!!!.... TERORISTA!!!... Hay, aqui, anti-capi-talista. Hay, aqui, anti-capi-talista. We had had sang together to John Lennon, danced together to Manu Chau.. . .. . I was flattered to be asked to take a picture together, and proud to have been in the loudest, most frenzy-ish group. So there I am... . with two other people whom which I took a stand with that day. Posted by Hello

20050421

ConCretE RoSe

"U R Ripping US ApART ! ! !"
_______________DeDicaTeD 2 CRACK

Before u came The Triangle NeveR Broke
we weRe BONDED and MelDed as oNe
BuT as the 2 pushed u away
The oNe got weak and eMbraceD u
and Now u r RippiNg us Apart

The worst feeling of helplessness
The greates pain has rested in my heart
The vision of heaven fades
and the Nightmare of lonliness has started

My Hero has been defeated by you
and Now whct can I do
wahtch as u destroy us
and our love is fiNally THRough

I kNow the worst is Here
I feel it iN my Heart
U got iNTo the circle
Now you're tearing us apart! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !

- Tupac

wU jEu LaHk a Kuh uH TEA



OK, TEA is the Man... overall layout .. . and detail..oooh what detail. Are those hearts in his name?? Check that sh1zzO out! ! !. . . ya like? Posted by Hello

20050420

A CouPLe of THouGhTs

Yeah, I just had couple of em. Well, the second one I had last night right before I went to bed and usually I don't write them down, but I want to get into the habit of doing so. And yeterday I had enough will power to do so. The first thought just came to me jst over an hour ago, and I had my older brother in mind, but I think it applies to many people in my life, and people I am to meet, and really, it extends onto everyone in the world.

I don't know where I'm going,
but I would like for you to come.
I don't know where I'm going,
but I know it will be better and I know I need your help.

rather simple, no?

And the second.. . .

The woman who wants me.
Will need to want to break me.
And I'll let her.
Immedietly.
But she'll need to understand.
It goes both ways.
Eternally.
Forever.

I know what I mean, but I don't know how it will apply 'exactly'. Or if it'll even happen that way. But even after sleeping on it and revisiting, I like it. It explains a part of myself. I'm not sure why the punctuation is wierd though. It just is.

In The Event Of My Demise

Ok, so this BLOG is suppose to be about a couple things for sure. The dual nature of our reality, and a dedication to Tupac. To remember him as the great man he was, and offer another perspective on his life. Why I have so much respect for him, will come some other time. About the duality of reality. You could say damn straight, that‘s right. Or you could talk some shit. But really. Do you know what time it is?. .. . . and we’ll get to that in some time soon too. As far as my bloggin dedication goes.. . Life is busy. There’s lots to do. Bloggin is just one of the many good things that I would like to do, that I am slackin on. I have good reasons. But I don’t need to justify myself on this one right now. So let us proceed… . “Tupac, go head n rock this… ”

In The Event Of My Demise
_______ Dedicated 2 THOSE curious

In the event of my Demise
when my heart can beat no more
I Hope I Die For A Principle
or A Belief that I had lived 4
I will die Before My Time
Because I feel the Shadow’s Depth
so much I wanted 2 accomplish
Before I reached my Death
I have come 2 grips with the possibility
And wiped the last tear from my eyes
I Loved All who were Positive
In the even of my Demise!

- Tupac
See you in Heaven Pac.

biGGeR tHaN hiP HoP

If you know this song you know how dope it is. The beat is incredible and these guys are amazing rappers. They spit it so fast, and they’re so political! ! !… . . A little bit on the angry side towards white people, but with good cause if you listen to where they’re coming from. But let us look at history before coming to any conclusions. From what I’ve heard they’re pissed about how we’re chained down, in so many respects, by the systematic lies of our society. They advocate jackin white folk, stealin from the man, and bombin precincts. They have their mindset right, in my opinion, because history does show us that “… when the revolution comes it ain’t gonna be fair.”

That’s from another one of their songs. A couple others I recommend are Animal Farm and They Schools, but really, everything I’ve heard is good in terms of rap. Not in term of violence for me.. . I’m a peace activist. We should be able to do this peacefully. And they’re really good in terms of knowing how the system is holding us down. Over and over again. They’re all for discipline, knowledge, militancy, and other Black Panther beliefs. But like I started saying, here’s a dope excerpt from one of their songs, and they’re just telling it how it is… . mind you. This is from the 90s I think, so it’s even more factual now (I think).

It's bigger than hip hop

hip hop
hip hop
hip
It's bigger than hip hop
hip hop
hip hop
hip hop
Uh, one thing 'bout music, when it hit you feel no pain
white folks says it controls your brain
I know better than that,
that's game
and we ready for that
Two soldiers head of the pack,
matter of fact who got the gat?
And where my army at? ??
Rather attack and not react
Back the beats, it don't reflect on how many records get sold
On sex, drugs, and rock and roll,
whether your project's put on hold
In the real world,
these just people with ideas
They just like me and you when the smoke and camera disappear
Again the real world (world),
it's bigger than all these fake ass records
When poor folks got the millions and my woman's disrespected
If you check 1,2, my word of advice to you is just relax
Just do what you got to do,
if that don't work then kick the facts
If you a fighter, rider, biter, flame ignitor, crowd exciter
Or you wanna just get high, then just say it
But then if you a liar-liar,
pants on fire, wolf-cry agent with a wire
I'm a know it when I play it
It's bigger than hip hop
hip hop
hip hop
hip
It's bigger than hip hop
hip hop
hip hop
hip hop

- Dead Prez (Hook and First Verse from their song ‘Hip Hop’)

20050402

It wasn't... . . but it is now. . ..

* sigh *

Dear Lord take him in YOUR arms.

What was, isn't.

I cannot believe how inaccurate media is. This is a shame.

If you want accurate updates on the Holy Father's condition you can go to the direct newsSouRcE

here's somethin I just got off of there.

  • TRADUZIONE IN LINGUA INGLESE
  • At 11:30 this morning, Holy See Press Office Director Joaquín Navarro-Valls, held a briefing for accredited journalists in the press office to give them an update on the condition of the Holy Father John Paul II. Following is the text read by Dr. Navarro-Valls:

    The following information is an update as of 9 this morning:

    The general, cardio-respiratory and metabolic conditions of the Holy Father are substantially unchanged and therefore are very serious.
    As of dawn this morning, the start of a compromised state of consciousness was observed.
    Mass was celebrated at 7:30 this morning in the presence of the Pope.

    Last evening the Pope probably had in mind the young people whom he has met throughout the world during his pontificate. In fact, he seemed to be referring to them when, in his words, and repeated several times, he seemed to have said the following sentence: "I have looked for you. Now you have come to me. And I thank you".

    [00390-02.01] [Original text: Italian]

    20050401

    PEacE HoLY FaTheR

    I almost started to cry. The only reason I didn't is because I was in the middle of a restaurant with my dad. It was my dad who told me that Pope John Paul II just died. My mom called him, and he immediately told me. I right away wanted to cry. Thinking about, I'm not sure why. I didn't because it would have scared people, and taken away from something I was feeling. May he be joined with GOD and his soul enjoy the beauty of GOD.

    I don't know why though. I don't know anything specific that he has done or accomplished while alive. I've never thought of him as .. . . . anything. you know? But I do have the sense of.... . what?! why can't I let these imprisoned words out.

    Life is so fragile. The Pope was so HolY. What will happen next. Why did he try and kill him? Did he know something and die without telling anyone. He knew he was going to die and refused going to the hospital. Death. Why. Cricle. Love. Inevitable. Natural. Afterlife. Soul. Spirit. Gift. Eternity. Meaning of Life.

    Bit's of Tid

    These are a few unrelated, yet connected rhymes I scribbled down just now, no real specific order uder than a little bit od cohesion and somewhat closure.

    I use to have fun
    with everything in life
    make everyone laugh
    share everything in half
    wear really nice hat
    but no gold calf
    sometimes giving people shaft
    really enjoying math
    oh
    what a nice path
    please no more wrath
    but rather more rap
    or a proper life force to tap


    different versions of light
    despite what might
    be right in the sight
    of the fight
    between the light
    and the night sower



    I still find pleasure--- - ---
    But have a hard time
    When I try and share my treasure
    No measure
    Seems to be quite enough
    Ask me if that’s rough
    I’ll probably says it’s tough
    And I’m not often understood
    But could words really explain my feel
    Any good
    Emotions and notions are to complex to express
    Herbalicious potions are even less n don’t flex



    There’s no right answer
    So there must really be no question


    I am different
    just like you
    You are different just like me


    You wanna talk to me
    But no
    No more
    I’m stuck right now
    On some other floor
    Took the elevator too high
    It was you who asked me to fly
    Oh my my
    Why even try my sigh

    Not like that’ll make a difference

    HaPpY BiRtHdAy 2 yOu

    HAhaHAhahAHA did anyone else crack up when they went to check their google mail today? ? ! ! ! I LOVE their sense of humor! !.. .. . . . and the coffee ring.. . . . . the running number just kills me for some reason. I dunno. I just found it al so funny... THanks G doggS