PreseRve ConTroL and NeGLecT

Rizzzo.. . . Philly know's his name aLL too weLL!!!

Ooooh. I didn’t want to post these lyrics, but because I didn’t want to, I am. I feel so repulsed, pissed, and hurt and just overall uncomfortable, but I know it’s a reality and that Pac chose to make this song, so I’m keeping it real versus feelin good and forgetting my feelings. We have to keep shit uncomfortable because it’s a fantasy bullshit lie to think otherwise. Who wants to know about a police man killing a baby in front of his mother by stomping on him with his boot??!! (Read it all, or look 7 paragraphs down!!) No one. But the atrocity against humanity is real!! And deserves attention outta respect and love for those who are imprisoned by hate, sexism, or RaciSm. By anything!! It’s hard to have compassion if we don’t understand and so it’s sooo critical to find the truth, and once found be true to it. Peace Angelique.

I grew up in a home
where no-one liked me
Moms would hit the pipe,
everynight,
she would fight me
Poppa was a nasty old man,
like the rest
He's feeling on my chest,
with his hand in my dress
Just another pest,
and yes
I was nervous
Blood sensor tests,
I just don't deserve this
I wanna tell mom,
but would she listen
She's bound to be bitchin
if she hasn't got a fix in
So...
now I lay me down to sleep
Lord don't let him rape me
If he does my soul to keep
Don't let the devil take me
Can't concentrate
I contemplate in my classroom
Thinkin how my step dad,
raped me in the bathroom
Every day I make class,
and yet I'm missing periods
The thought of pregnancy
is in my head
and now I'm fearing it
I gotta tell mom,
before she sees me
I told her how he G'd me,
and she didn't believe me
Callin me a slut
cuz my butt's kinda big
so
Still that ain't no way
to be talkin to your kids
though
I can't believe the way you call it
Gotta believe in him,
and dissin her own daughter
Time for me to break
and find another
That's when I discovered
The ways
of the days
of a part time mutha

- Angelique (verse 2, Part Time Mutha from 2pacalypse)