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MisstA AwFisSa


"I don't know what my next step is going to be. but it's not until now that I think. Before now, I wasn't afraid of doing the wrong thing. Now I don't want to lose you. Own insecurites drive others away (edit. ,sometimes). So I look up and take my next step."... .. . I wrote this a couple of days ago on a paper, and now that I read it, I remember that thinkin it through like this helped me do what I needed to do. But reading this again right now, I'm glad I don't think this applies to me. .. . hahahahah but it did two days ago... .. hahah. LIFE.

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Blogger JuleZ said...

if they care about you they won't.

9:40 PM GMT-7  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

"So I look up and take my next step."...

somethimes it's hard just to take that ..next step especially when you've Fucked up soooo bad, and fell like the BIGEST piece of shit....
antes me sentia que estaba muy dentro del lodo...
and know...
"yo no lloro si caigo me levanto del lodo"........

GOD...has picked me up and heald my hand all the way ......amen!

10:47 AM GMT-7  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

and...is that you???

11:11 AM GMT-7  
Blogger JuleZ said...

From the depths of my soul, He found me, and called me by name. Told me to get up. To be strong and do his work.

"Do not fear; for I am with you, do not be afraid, for I am your God; I will strngthen you, I will help you, I will uphold you with my victorious right hand." Isaiah 41:10

The words that carried me through, and are always there. He is the God that sees all.

11:12 AM GMT-7  
Blogger JuleZ said...

One Love LiL.

11:13 AM GMT-7  
Blogger JuleZ said...

hahahaha. Oh no!I wish!!!! ... . that guy is breakin!!!

I'm spanish, and pretty fair skin. I posted a couple of pictures of myslef in Brazil last month or the month beofre. I'll look it up later and tell you where.

11:15 AM GMT-7  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Thanx... u just made a couple of tears ....leave my beautiful eyes, ....and I’m holding back on a lot of them, I’m at work so I cant really ...let go all the tears.

I will definitely print your response and blow it on my comp and then it will go on the walls of my room.
Thanx I really appreciated... that means a whole FUCKING lot.
BX...1 luv

12:45 PM GMT-7  
Blogger JuleZ said...

I'm humbled LiL. let your light shine bright. . .... The world will never validate you, but you'll know what's true.... . . it's all GOD though.... . it's all Him.

One Love.

2:24 PM GMT-7  

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